One Day with Kids

My daughter and her class mates got photo session one day last week. I feel so lucky could capture the children's acts during their waiting and other moms didn't ...yessss, that's just one of serial advantages as a stay at home mom like I am, right? What a lovely morning and excited atmosphere when we have to compromise with fifteen 'under 5 years old' kids to use their costumes ... wowwww !!!!

Here are some pictures almost moms proud of and waiting for tagged at their facebook - but sorry, moms, I couldn't keep my promise to upload at fb. I'm sure you may enjoy your kids pose here as fun as if you're there at that time.

Luv you kiddos ...LOL

Chatting while waiting ...

Smile, dear ...!

The giant cucumber ...

She wants to touch the camera !

Envy

I'm not in a good mood since yesterday. I don't feel any comfort, my heart beats faster, my mind is not focus, and my ears so itchy. Just to hear and see someone alse's (or even my friend's) happiness and her/his superiority than what I am or what I have right now. Comparing mine to others.
I know it's not a very good attitude.
This all means I'm not grateful with all I have.
It is envy ...
It sometimes happened to me.
May be someone else did to me, too.
And it never ends in pleasure...
Just wanna ease this feeling away from me.
Just wanna share it is okay to have an envy inside you ...or me, if we have a courage to fight this feeling.
Because it useless.
Envy hurts you deeply, it brings you away from e'one you love.
Astaghfirllah ...

~ Envy eats nothing but its own heart ~

What I've been doing lately ...

Say I'm not a good writer, so I stop blogging for months right now ... Nothing new about me unless I've been around with some sketches especially long sleeves shirts from batik. Never imagine that I will do this, but I did at least since 1 year ago. I'm in the early learning steps, not yet be confident introducing my design. Hope yall like the beautiful colour ... :)